brewer buddies

i am thankful for my boys. they are so energetic and so much work at times and so silly and crazy and busy that i take my time in the bathroom just to take a breath, but i am soooo thankful for them. i swear i KNOW they are protected.... on a daily basis. they are so crazy that sometimes i know if it wasn't for their protection from Heavenly Father they would be goners... ex: i was using the bathroom and when washing my hands i hear a blood curdling scream... i run out and there is ash with a knife and his head is bleeding all over (thankfully i get it cleaned up and it's just a nick. he could have cut his ear off! PROTECTED) ex B: kaiden un does his seat belt and tries to bail outta the car before we are stopped (got a little to anxious and didn't realize we were still moving) but again PROTECTED.... ya we had a MAJOR talk about seat belt rules after that!
i could go on and on. they are just so busy and keep me on my toes, but i seriously LOVE boys.... i want more! and i love each day with all the business and craziness and wonderfulnesssssss. i am this crazy psycho mom who jams out in the car with them and wants my boys to talk to me ANYTIME about ANYTHING and i want them to know i will be there to listen and understand and help forever. i want them to have a testimony so bad. i never want kaiden to learn the correct way to say snowflake... i always want it to be snoslake. i always want them to sing "on the radio" at the top of their lungs with me. i love watching them interact SO MUCH. i always want to see ash look at kaiden with love and admiration the way he does now. i always want kaiden to protect his brother the way he does now. i hope they always ask for apples and lay side by side in the hall-way eating them like they do now. i hope they always giggle at each other and blow me kisses like they do now. AND i hope they learn how to act calm in the grocery store, i hope the volume of their voices tames a bit, i hope ash stops throwing apple sauce all over the kitchen and i hope they eventually learn to NOT do something that is DANGEROUS... but for now i love teaching them and helping them, even yelling at them and slapping butts when i have to because I LOVE BEING THEIR MOM
kaiden jonathan brewer
asher lewis brewer